Complex Trauma and Narcissistic Abuse

Written By Dr. Ruth Gatt

Today we are going to talk about the overlap between childhood complex trauma and narcissistic abuse, and how this can show up in adult relationships. We will also discuss 3 strategies to heal from narcissistic abuse. 

Complex Trauma

Complex trauma (C-PTSD) is a type of trauma that involves repeated experiences of emotional neglect, verbal and psychological abuse, shaming, and/or other emotional abuse. Complex trauma might coincide with physical or sexual abuse, but not always. 

Complex trauma is relational, specifically stemming from the quality of your interactions with other people starting in childhood. Childhood years are formative to your sense of identity and separateness from your parents. Because this is a time when vulnerability is high and self-knowledge is limited, emotional wounds that are inflicted during childhood can cut very deeply and leave scars. This is why complex trauma typically develops from childhood experiences, although the original childhood wounds can also be exacerbated or reawakened by traumatic relational experiences in your adult life. 

Narcissistic Abuse

Narcissistic abuse typically involves emotional abuse in the form of put-downs, accusations, criticism, threats, or gaslighting—deliberately trying to get you to question your reality because your confusion benefits the narcissist in some way. The narcissist may even gaslight you in front of your friends or family, usually adopting an expression of innocence, confusion, or even concern as they gently correct you—this is when the hook sinks in a little deeper, as you internalize the passivity of friends and family who may not know enough to stand up to the narcissist. This is where internalized gaslighting shows up. 

Complex trauma survivors tend to have a difficult time contesting gaslighting, because so frequently they weren’t encouraged to protest or contradict, but to keep quiet and small. Eventually, they learn not to trust their instincts, which means not protesting abusive behavior—particularly when it’s subtle enough to be explained away. This is the grooming stage of narcissistic relationships, when the narcissist conditions their partner to get used to, and accept, slowly increasing levels of manipulation, criticism, control, or other types of abuse. 

The kind of betrayal caused by adult narcissistic abuse can reach straight to the core of your childhood emotional wounds. It can bring back all those feelings of helplessness, shame, and reality confusion. 

Most C-PTSD survivors vow to live life—and have relationships—that are nothing like what they experienced in childhood. If this is you, finding yourself in a relationship with an abusive narcissist (or someone who seems to have a lot of those qualities), can be highly triggering and discouraging. 

**I want you to know that it’s not your fault.**

Due to narcissists' dedication and practice in perfecting manipulation tactics, it can be all too easy to be taken in by their honeymoon stage charm, until you know what to look for. It may be months or even years before some partners realize that something is truly wrong. By then, they may have normalized narcissistic abuse and have no clue how to get out—emotionally or physically. They may also be emotionally, psychologically, or financially bound to the narcissistic partner. For these reasons, insight might not be enough for complex trauma survivors to break free from narcissistic relationships.

3 strategies to heal from narcissistic abuse

In my experience, three things have been really helpful in recovering from—or working up the readiness to leave—narcissistic & abusive relationships. 

  1. Reconnecting with your true self

    • This means rediscovering—or perhaps discovering for the first time—YOUR identity. Not the persona or role given to you by your parents. Not others’ expectations or demands of you. YOU. 

  2. Building a foundation of reality

    • Narcissistic abuse chips away at your sense of reality and replaces it with the narcissist’s vision of what you should think or believe. We need to rebuild your reality so that you have something solid to stand on.

  3. Connecting with your inner child and addressing childhood wounds that left you not knowing how to protect yourself

  • Finding yourself in this place is not your fault. We need to figure out how you arrived here, and what pieces of you need attention and healing.

These strategies can be worked on alone at first. I suggest self-help books or other supportive resources to support your journey, such as Pete Walker’s Complex PTSD book (Affiliate link), although I highly recommend transitioning to using relational resources when you feel ready—this means safe and trusted friends or family, and/or working with a psychotherapist who is familiar with complex trauma and narcissism.

If you find that you are in a relationship with a narcissist or are suffering from C-PTSD and would like the support of a therapist, you can book a free 30-minute consultation with our therapist matchmaker to see which therapist might be the best fit for you.

All therapists at Woven Together Trauma Therapy are trauma-informed and specialize in treating all forms of trauma. We also offer EMDR, Ketamine Assisted Psychotherapy, and Brainspotting which has shown to be extremely effective in treating and healing trauma. Want to read more about our unique therapy options?

These blogs talk more about the basics of EMDR:

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If you would like to learn more about Brainspotting, check out our blog: What is Brainspotting?

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